I don’t really want to put myself out there on tumblr but recently I had to deal with a situation which was really hard to let go. I don’t know why it was really hard for me but I did and the past few days have not been really easy for me. I know that at the end of the day it is for the best but right now it is tough to get through because I care a lot and will always care a lot. It sucks being the only one putting in most of the effort into something and then in the end being the one to hurt the most about it. In the end I’ve come to the realization that I am not bitter I am going to focus on loving myself more and prioritizing myself on the things that I want to do instead of making someone else the priority.